Alright how about...

A proper one.

Fucking blog-hopping blues.

Saw my baby cousin today when aunt paid a visit, and I still hate babies - something about them pisses me off. It wasn't like that in the past because I was actually the best candidate for getting along with those little beings among my siblings, but whatever.

The thing is, we are actually creations of other human beings, namely our parents. Because of this, being their children, we have already made an impact on their lives. We can no longer swear we are of no importance to anyone. While others see this as a form of reassurance for their existence in life, I see this as a handicap.

Look at an infant and think about each stage of reproduction. It is certain that even while a baby hasn't been delivered, an impact, generally on the parents, have been made, be it regret (maybe she was raped?) or happiness. If the foetus gets flushed out of the mother's womb or abandoned after birth, well, that is a different story.

Someone who tripped over on the path of growing up and refuses to get up will understand how this pre-generated impact will alter his/her way of thinking towards life. It is when he/she truly sees his/her parents and question the importance of their own existence.

So, what I am trying to say here is that unless you have been suicidal before, you will not get a shit of what I am talking here.

On psychopathy.

About the incident 4 days back, lets just say that one of my friend's friend was angry at me and I feel uncomfortable about it. Not the kind of uneasiness you feel when you are blamed for something that you really did in secret, but what you should do to balance yourself with his level and 'share the pain.'

Psychopaths do not feel guilt. They turn guilt into dust, eat them and convert them into energy to drive them to manipulate further. There are about 1 in a 100 people who are psychopaths, are you?

There is this person that I'd like to mention...

Be honored, for your issue are actually argued on by Nessib.

You wear a tag around your neck saying 'Do you need a job?' He approaches you and asks if you have just graduated from University. You say yes. He goes on with his speech, bragging and boasting about what he did during University and having scored distinctions without preparing for exams, then humbly degrading himself so as not to make you feel so bad about yourself. You ask him if he took mandarin in secondary school, and he asks you if you 'need a job?' You tell him yes. He says that he already has a job in a high-ranking company, earning more than $xxxx per month, 3 beautiful wives and 15 cars.

Minutes later you hand him a cup of a newly invented, expensive beverage only sold in this outlet. Before he even drinks it, he says he drank it before and throws the cup away. You have 3 choices:

1) "Fuck you. Why did you throw that cup away, that fucking cup costed me $199.90!"
2) Grab him by his head and slam it onto the wall.
3) Walk away.

If you chose 3, no, you are not a man, but yes it is better to not waste time on such people.

AND THAT PERSON IS... I am not going to tell.

But surely, he is going to get what I got from him, at least the next time he speaks to me.

PS. flakk, delete your damn blog if you don't want to update it.