FRUSTRATION

Definitely not fine.

Sometimes I just hate that inconsistent part of myself because it ruins everything.

It messes up all my plans, makes me go on a roller coaster ride on the emotional track and wastes my time. I thought I'd get over it as I grow older, but no it refuses to leave me alone.

What do I get as a result? Frustration.

And this frustration's so bad that sometimes I'd gladly lie down and sleep for eternity.

I don't know of any other way to express this absolutely fucked up feeling other than the fact that it's killing me and it's ruining my life.

Teenage rage. Very bad.

I think I'm going to have a bad relapse and I really need to speak to my aunt about it soon.

Fucked up.